it counts

i’ve realized that my feelings about certain past issues have created an extremely negative part of me that i don’t feel inclined to share with just anyone which is my purpose in creating this completely anonymous, out-of-prying-eyes, blog.

should anyone come to find this, they’d never really expect who i am to begin with so that’s not necessarily an issue.

i just want to vent. to bitch and say everything that my personal principles never allow me to say aloud to the people that deserve my criticism or verbal abuse. i’m not a mean person, i just can’t tolerate when people i assumed i could trust, people very close to me, only lie about the things that matter most. and i have every right, every fucking right, to hate you right now.